Therapy for
Complex Grief
You were probably told grief has a timeline. That it would be sharpest at first, then slowly fade. When your grief keeps circling back, or arrives out of nowhere, or refuses to look the way others expect, it is easy to wonder if something is wrong with you.
But some grief does not follow that script. It stalls, or circles back, or arrives tangled up with anger, relief, and things that were never said. Clinically, this is often what is meant by complicated or disenfranchised grief - it usually means the loss, or the relationship underneath it, was more complex than anyone acknowledged. In my experience, grief that looks stuck is often grief that was never met, understood, and given room to breathe. It is complicated.
When the Grief Will Not Move
You may be months or years out and still feel stopped in place. You go to work. You answer messages. But some part of you has not been able to set anything down.
Sometimes the loss itself was traumatic, or sudden, or happened while you were absorbing three other things at once. Sometimes the funeral came and went before you had felt anything at all, and the feeling arrived later, on a Thursday afternoon, with nobody around to notice. When grief and trauma overlap, the nervous system can stay on high alert long after the mind has accepted what happened, which is part of why grief sometimes feels stuck rather than sad.
In our work we slow this down. Not to analyze your grief into submission, but to give it the room it never got, and to help your body and mind find a sense of safety alongside the loss. That is the therapeutic direction: not rushing grief, but building a relationship with it.
Grieving Someone It Was Hard to Love
Grief is far more complicated when the relationship was complex as well. If the person who died also hurt you, or dismissed you, or never became someone you could rely on, you are grieving two things: the person, and the version of them you kept hoping for.
People around you may not understand why you are struggling, especially if they did not know what the relationship cost you. Others may expect you to speak only warmly, which leaves you holding the truth in private.
There is room here for all of it. Love and resentment can occupy the same afternoon without either one being false, and naming that mix is often part of what allows the grief to finally move.
The Pressure to Be Further Along
Somewhere along the way you absorbed the idea that there is a correct pace for this, and that you are behind. That sense of being late tends to add a second layer of pain on top of the first.
I use Acceptance and Commitment Therapy, which means less time pushing down or denying your emotional waves, and more time embracing them, feeling them fully, dissolving any resistance, and accepting what is here.
Alongside that, we look at what you want your life to hold now, and take small steps toward it while the grief is still present. Not after it lifts. While it is here.
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Sharon Meyers is a Licensed Clinical Social Worker offering telehealth sessions to adults located anywhere in California.
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